“Where am I and what am I actually doing here?”
That has been a question that I have been asking myself quite frequently lately. One might think this means that I am a deep person – seeking an answer to an eternal question that has puzzled man for many years.
Perhaps one would even conclude that I am at a critical stage in my life (at the ripe ol’ age of 26) where I am comparing my current position in life to my overall roadmap for success. That all sounds pretty good…doesn’t it. Too bad that’s not the context I have been asking it in.
For the past 3-4 weeks I am constantly finding myself driving the car and going….dude where the heck am I and how did I get here? My mind is constantly spinning between work and other things going on. Pretty dangerous really. I start wondering…did I run any lights? Quick check in rear view for flashing lights or angry pedestrians….nope all looks good.
Luckily for me no matter how frantic things get, I got a wonderful guy that will keep me smiling. Whether its picking me up from work with the trunk loaded up to go have a picnic and relax near a pond or just sending me links like this when he knows I need a laugh. He’s the best and I thank God every day for him.